What is wrong with me? night terrors, fainting, crazy in the head. please help?

Ok... sometimes you are a social butterfly and sometimes you're not would mean that you have mood swings from mania to depression(bi-polar disorder). Vincent van Gogh was considered one of the greatest artists and he was mentally ill. The greatest artists are usually mentally ill. Mania can make you creative and energetic. The night terrors can be because of depression and the fainting is from stress. There is a method of art called surrealism and you should check it out.